The Impatient Carry On (WARNING!)

please take my heart with you when you decided to go i don't need you in my life if you miss the inedible 'cause i don't want to leave anything anything behind worth while i wanna make sure i have what i need to live i also want love but i can put it off even though i really want you i want to be happy just like everyone else but i i find it increasingly difficult there's times when i look in the to the light i can still see your face and i grow hoti look out the door you're there i close my eyes you're there i wait a while you're there i don't know which way is up, down, left, right anymore i guess it's time to go~it's times like these that make me miss you even more even more

 This Is Like Life.

This is an example of insanity, on the plate its served to you.  In front of the queens court, youve got to eat it-with a mirror as your table, and a tree stump as your stool.  And you sit there and gobble it down, and your plate is eventually empty.  You stand up and give the queen a bow: thank you your majesty, for a wonderful meal. And you ask can I go now? she says, no, I want you to dance, for the court and me.  And dont disappoint or youll be put to death. **this is like a life, (life) this is a lot like life, (my life) this is my life** Im staring around my apartment as Im laying on the floor, in the middle of the damn city-its almost empty now-summers over, the snow will be here soon & Ill be closing badly.  I cant leave anytime soon, Im supposed to look at the plastic part of the ceiling-forced to stare out into the blue as I look out my window. **this is like life, this is like life, this is like life (this is her life, her eyes, she cries), this is like life (life), this is like life (she dies), this is like life (I cry), this is my life, this is everyones life and mine** and finally at the end of the dream, the queen dismisses me, and Im carried out-thrown out into a patch of grass in front of the castle, and Im about to return home.  Jury takes a year or two-time passes so fast, my moms sad, couldnt tell-all I know is that when I got home, my family wasnt there, and my farm had failed.  So I sat down and drank the last drop of water that was in a jug that my kids had left for me.  Im forced to stare at the ceiling; and stare at the blue outta my window.  And when I looked up, it was a Monday-just like my dream, same situation, same goddamn life, only a little bit richer, only a little bit newer.  **this is a lot like life, this is a lot like life (life), this is like life (life), this is my life (her life), this is my life (this is my life), this is my life, this is my life (this is my life), this is my life, this is a lot like my life (youre dead and gone), strangely familiar (and Ill cry), all the shadows** just like your life and mine, someday its gonna end, thats gonna be right now

Create a Generation

Militaristic lifestyles of the city folk, marching around 1,2,1,2 down the street, down the sidewalk, into the light. City folk marching around like the army of the US Wrecking life as it is, for all of us.You gotta stop and wonder what the mans thinking when he puts down Aww thats good, like the electric car.We gotta stop thinking negatively, gotta start working together again Like the Greeks, they had their shit down.Put on my brown jacket with Blue Oyster Cult on the back I represent quite a dead and dying crowd.Im not trying to stand for anything It seems so juvenile to me. But Im trying to say wake upOr were gonna die. Theres too much hate, theres not enough love, and not enough teamwork Instead of brothers and sisters, only individuals living individual lives.Were all one army, marching 1,2,1,2 To the end of humanity, to the end of the world, to the end of me and you.Sooner or later youre gonna have to stopWhy not make it now, why not make it now?Why not make it now Before its too late, before its too late.Before its too late Work together, Love each other.Before its too late.

Love Song 

Ive got barbed wire if youve got flowers, Ive got a heart, youve got two eyes.Ive got soul, youve got happiness, Ive got care, if youve got time. 

Ive got sun, if youve got that ball in the sky. Ive got love, if youre having doubts.

Ive got everything youd ever want; Ive felt rejection many times before.

Ive got pictures and memories of the past. If youd keep my heart, itd be wonderful.

Ive got the knight, if youve got the dragon. Ive got everything--you just let me.

Why wont you open your heart to me? Why wont you just let me love you?

I want you, I want you, and I do

Ive got music if all you have is sadness.

Ive got your friendship when everybodys left you.

Ive got you a goldfish when your fighting fish dies; Ive got two eyes to stare at you with

Ive got a mouth to profess my love.

Ive got two hands to write you poetry on a napkin. Put it in your lunchbox when you go to work, to make you feel all good inside.

Ive got a guitar, its got only five strings; Ill still use it to play a love song, whatever you want.

Even if I have to write this a hundred times, Id do anything for you.

Anything for you, anything, cause I love you, cause I love you.

And no one else, no one else

Take my hand; put my heart in you pocket, Id get buried with you if thats what I had to

And no one else, no one else

And no

I Never Knew Her

I try to escape treachery another day. By running away to her apartment down the block. It will only take a minute or two. I gotta get there soon, or I feel that I will break, break in two. I just needed a break from this life, yeah. I just needed a break from my life. Get to her apartment; shes not there. The doors unlocked, so I figured Id go in. I laid down with a thought of sympathy and feeling bad. Feeling like shit, feeling like pretty down. I failed to notice that the place is a mess, in total debris. Everythings broke in a circle around me, as I laid down in a puddle of blood on her couch inside of her apartment. I fell asleep; I woke up that very same night to find myself with a stinging headache. And I cant seem to remember earlier that day. What have I done? Where have I been? I dont knowso many thoughts crossed my mind as Im sitting there, digesting whats around me, cuz everyone is trying to remember just why Im here, how Ive gotten here. Death and fear fills the air, I take a deep breath in and discover Im not here at all. Shes lying in the stairwell, a massacre at best. And I run to the back door, to find the red and blues shining in my eyes. I find that this is the end of the line. I cant admit to anything, because I remember nothing, I cant feel bad because I never knew her. I just needed a break from this life, yeah. I just need a break from my lifefrom my life, from my life, from my life, from my life, from it all

The Suicide Song

Sometimes I feel down, I guess this is one of those times. Feels like its raining inside, just wont subside. I guess Ill have a drink; itll help to pass the time. At about half past nine, suicide crosses my mind. Seems so real this time, so divine. So very divine. Can I go through with it? Finally crossed the line. Can I go through with it? Can I do it?

Start to ponder all the reasons why I find myself in this place. Is it because of love or is it because of hate?

Oh, gotta get away from this place. Oh, this is a big mistake.

In the middle of all my thinking, stop to look at a picture of her on the wall, I finally realize Im not afraid to climb, but afraid to fall. In the middle of all my thinking, stop to look at a picture of her on the wall, I finally realize Im not afraid to climb, but afraid to fall.

Yeah, lifeless breathing. Yeah, this is the end for me. Yeah, thanks for sinking in deep.